
Hey everyone :)
I really wanted to be able to update sooner than I am... As you may have expected, I've been pretty busy this past weeks. Basically, my last week looked like...
Sunday, arriving to Estes Park
Monday, helping everyone move in and meetings
Tuesday, YMCA orientation
Wednesday, LT retreat
Thursday, First day of work, and LT talk in the evening
Friday, work
Saturday, work
Sunday, work!
Yeah... So that doesn't really sound too busy... but it kind of was, and it just takes a while to get in a rhythm.
So I have a job in housekeeping. That means I clean lodges and cabins. I've already worked 4 days, and... I like it. It's definitely better than my last jobs, because I get to spend it with some friends and I get some breaks and I don't have to be standing all day. My last summer jobs were being a waitress at ihop and a lifeguard at King's Island- and I could NEVER sit down there besides my official break. So I definitely like my current job in that regard. But, I do struggle with it because we are working in a "crew" each day, and I sometimes struggle working in a group because I tend to expect everyone to have the same work ethic as me.. But I know I can't put the same standards on others that I do myself. So I can already see myself growing in that way!
The LT program is pretty good. We have talks two nights a week, Tuesday and Thursday (
). We are reading a book together called Chazown (
) which is about finding God's vision for our life. I haven't made it very far yet, but I'm very excited to finish it! And then the other part is setting goals for the summer. Right now, here are mine..
1) To become crazy in love with God. I definitely love God, but there is that difference when you meet someone that is just CRAZY for God! And I want to grow in my relationship with Him to have that and rely on him completely! That'd be pretty sweet.
2) Getting all my worth from God. Again, something really easy for me to say... But to feel it? and know it in my heart? That's something I really want to grow into, I've seen the lie I believe get in the way in several areas of my life.
3) Growing form my past. There's a really good talk on past experiences. I think it is so important to understand the hurts of the past and learn from them, and forgive them. It is impossible to run towards Jesus if you are holding onto things from the past.
4) Understanding God's plan for my relationship with Matt. We've been dating a while, AND started dating before we made Christ at the center of our lives, so it's been quite the transition for us. And I know that even though we are going through a transition, God can still work with anything, we just really want to make sure, before we get more serious, that it is pleasing to the Lord. I hope that makes sense...
So yeah, I let you know how those are going. There's not really anything tangible to notice progress, but I'll just try to keep you updated.
And I haven't really gone on any hikes yet. I'm not a hiking person, I'm more of a stay in and play cards girl. Which I did tonight! I wanted to play phase 10, but turns out I didn't actually bring it :( But we settled for slamwhich and euchre :D But the mountains are really beautiful, and I plan on going on some hikes eventually, probably on a day off. Unfortunately I haven't been the best at taking pictures thus far... But I'm sure I will accumulate many throughout the summer! But for now, there's one that I took in the car by Lake Loveland on an hour long trip to Walmart. ENJOY!